I went out with friends last night for dinner and live music. My life is so totally different now than it was when Mr. Virgo was alive. We didn’t go out much. We didn’t socialize. We stuck together like glue, I think because I knew instinctively that I wouldn’t have him forever. A friend of mine is a widow and she said she and her husband were the same way. She had to find a whole set of friends for support. Coming here was good for me because I had an instant set of friends from high school and I’ve met some really great people. I am blessed with wonderful friends.

I am much more comfortable being myself without concern what others might think anymore. I laugh louder. I dance with wild abandon. Part is age, part is the freedom to do so.

I love my late husband with all my heart. I miss him with the white heat of the sun. The 12th is coming. The two year Angelversary. It’s not going to be an easy couple of weeks Please bear with me.

❤

“You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent. Lord my God, I will praise you forever.”

Psalm 30:11-12