Oh, my…I have to say, it was wonderful sleeping in the camper Wednesday night! Rain…from torrential downpour to gentle tapping, I was treated to nature’s lullaby most of the night. I had the heat adjusted perfectly. Just enough to keep the chill off my arms but not so much that I felt heat blowing in my face. I hate that. And the electric blanket was so nice turned on low…keeping my tootsies toasty.
I read and prayed…and read and prayed some more. Recognizing that the part of me that gets anxious isn’t ME…it’s just a part of me that’s been conditioned to respond to uncertainty with anxiety. Just knowing I can say, “Back off! You’re not the boss of me!” Let’s just say, I awoke with a peace beyond all understanding. All day, if there was the slightest thought that might send me down the rabbit hole, I handed it over to God and thanked Him for carrying it for me.
As I write this, I’m amazed and so pleasantly surprised. Excited, really. Now I want to see how it works on every situation. Do I think I’m never going to experience fear and anxiety again? Of course not. That would be unrealistic. But, I’m not looking for it. And I have a brand new Power Tool in my tool box for beating back that particular monster. I’ll just believe Jesus carries this for me. Therefore, He does. So much simpler than I ever dreamed.
We had a lovely drive to the big city. I had reserved a hotel room, but when I checked in, I asked if there were suites with a door separating the bedroom from the living room. That way, Mr. FixIt’s television viewing would not intrude on my indulgent self care routine. I hooked up my Bluetooth Headset and listened to my favorite background track…a crackling fire with a thunderstorm. After a hot shower, scented lotion, and new PJ’s…that set the stage for a relaxing slumber. I want to be calm and well rested for the day ahead of me.
If prayer is your thing, I’d love for you to send up some for me and Mr. FixIt this morning. I should be done by around noon or 1:00. Thank you all for being here and always being so loving and supportive. I do so appreciate every single one of you!
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“do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:6-7 ESV
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