The sun! It came back…outside AND inside! Just as I predicted, I was perfectly fine when I woke up yesterday even though it was still raining and grey out. But by 3:00, the sun broke through and the world was fresh and green…swept clean by the downpours of the past week.

There’s always going to be a stumbling block on this path. I’ve spent the last eight months in West Virginia…a place Mr. Virgo visited once for a week. I’ve been back in Colorado a week and he’s around every corner. I didn’t realize how much impact that would have until I lived it. I need to change my reaction. Instead of feeling grieved when I “see” him in familiar places, I need to feel the joy in the memories. Find the happy. The rest will take care of itself.

And…today is my birthday. I refuse to let it be “just another day”. I think the weather will hold out and be nice. I’ll either take a bike ride or kayak on the reservoir…maybe both! I’ll spend time with family. There’s a movie I’d like to see. I’ll talk with friends. And I’ll celebrate another trip around the sun. Because, without the dark moments, how could I possibly appreciate the sun?

❤

““Show me, Lord, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting my life is. You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Everyone is but a breath, even those who seem secure.”

Psalm 39:4-5