I’d like to stop this roller coaster and get off now. It’s making me want to throw up. I had a lovely day in Aspen yesterday. Then dinner out at a nice restaurant. I don’t know WHAT I was thinking. I mean, this was the restaurant Mr. Virgo and I got married in! I should have said something when my friend suggested it. But I thought I could handle it. Yeah…not no much. They sat me where I could see the table we sat at during the reception. I could barely eat. I made it to the car before I cried. I was going to stay over at another friend’s house but when I couldn’t reach her, I just went back to Denver. Sometimes retreat is the best form of self care.

Dang it…I wish that whole thing would have gone differently. I could kick myself for stepping foot in there. It caused a snowball effect that quickly went south. Sad.

❤